life is hard after all

Mingi ebatore eluke mul. mmm, Üleeile suri vanaonu ära, üli hea sõber oli mul :S :'(
Bellakesele kh ei tule mõistus koju tagasi. Emmiga kah väikesed draamad. Aga eks se elu nii olegi, et on vaja soola, pipart, suhkurt ja  sidrunid. Life goes on. Eile oli ikka üliüli halb olla, öösel hakkasin maalima (pilt pole just kõigeparem kuna digikal sai aku tühjaks, aga siiski ) kunagi lisan parema pildi. luban

peaks õppima hakkama, siia kah vist ei oska viimaselajal midagi asjalikku kirjutada. Absull pole isu. Thaks ni bellale külla minna. facking venemaa reis :S deem naagu, 20. APRILL 14.40 CAN'T WAIT

And that's just all I've ever wanted

    

Just wanna close my eyes

And count to ten

I just wanna dream about U

I just wanna fall asleep and forgett EVERITHIND

And start fresh

I just want 2 wishes

I know, it's not going to be fine

I know, it's not going to be OK

It just going to be FUCKING bad

HORRIBLE

Cause nothing can change

It's red

It's painfull

It's exhausting

It's just pain

.............................

I just said like 8 seconds ago, that I'm 

a superwoman

BUt I know that I'm not

I great friend of mine said that to me  last summer

I know that I'm it for some of my friends

But it's not enough for me

I wish eneryone could know me that way

And just like that I said put my first wish

English is the best languaege for me to express myself and my world.....

Pinfull, But just amazing